Damn it. It's hard not to feel this. The way I feel about you, I wish I could turn it off. It's a terrible thing. It's also very beautiful. It's these two things that extend to both ends of the spectrum. One end, the not-nice end, it leads to a very nasty future. The other one, oh my, I can only dream of it.

For some strange reason I cannot let go of you. And it's tearing me apart. I am definitely going bat-shit insane. I want it to stop, I don't want it stop.

I want you. I think I even love you. Damn it all to hell if this goes south.