Again about Crush Number 2

I can't seem to write about anything else besides Crush Number 2. Damn.

Crush Number 2 is a big deal. I really like her. I wish I could take things further but alas. And now I sound like a stalker. Haha. That kinda did sound stalker-ish naman talaga but I'm not stalking. I think. Haha. Basta, point is, I haven't actually had this strong a crush since...her. So this is important.

But the circumstances surrounding Crush Number 2 aren't helping. They aren't ideal nor are they very condusive to my happiness. So that kinda sucks.

I really don't know what to do.